Life can be a combination of a rollercoaster, merry-go-round, and jungle gym all combined. I don't know how many times in the past few weeks that I have really questioned why I'm even here. I know that God will never allow things to become too burdensome that you can't handle it. However, I feel that lately I've been pushed to the brink and have been nudged even farther. I'm really struggling with this one. Everytime I think that things are starting to completely straighten out, something comes along to tangle it all back up again. Divorce, layoffs, broken bones, sickness and then the latest situation (I'm not comfortable just sharing this one) - I'm just like "God...why?". But I have to say that he did answer a prayer in this latest situation so Praise God for that!
Music has always been my outlet for anything. Anger, happiness, sorrow, etc. I think God speaks to me through songs that just "happen" to be playing. It just amazes me to know that God can send just what you need.
For instance this morning I was listening along (feeling sorry for myself too :-) ) and along came a song that our choir used to sing...More Than Enough (lyrics) by The Brooklyn Tablernacle Choir.
"...Jehovah Jireh, my provider, You're more than enough for me...Jehovah Shamma, You are with me and You supply all of my needs."
God you are my provider and will supply all my needs. Thank you for your presence and for who you are. You ARE More Than Enough for me.